Friday night was great. I got to hang out with some people I don't usually hang out with. I have a few phone calls that I regret from that night, but I really miss just hanging out with brothers. Shooting the shit, being dumb and silly... I kind of wish it could be like that more often.
The game was AMAZING. I haven't been to a night game in Death Valley in forever and the first FSU home game (which was also a night game my freshman year) I didn't understand anything about football so it wasn't nearly as exciting. The crowd was phenomenal, linking arms as the football team came into the lockers and seeing them get excited about it was amazing, and the whole atmosphere was just mind blowing. It couldn't have been a better game.
Sunday was a good chance to catch up. I did some studying, fixed some things with people that needed to be fixed. Chapter wasn't fun, but it happens. Now it's back to stress, and trying to catch up. Hoping that I don't actually have to use my redfern appointment on Thursday afternoon and that decongestants will magically fix everything. I just need this week to go okay.
Scott got it stuck in my head... I'm so excited for weekend. I don't care if
Saturday is a straight up hike, or if we just go to a garden but I'm ready to just
go for a walk with my boyfriend. I have to get work done too, but everything
just seems easier to manage with him around.
I hope things stay this good... I'm afraid of screwing up. I've done it before and
totally don't trust myself not to do it again. But only time can tell, right?
So for now, I'll just let myself be happy.
That's all it is-I just need to let myself enjoy what's going on in the world around me.
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