Another Sleepless Night

Another night of not being able to fall asleep...

Though phone calls and texts help and are so soothing, I'm ready to get back to the busy schedule I build for myself at school. I'm ready to see friends and brothers who have been sorely missed over the last month or so, and I'm ready to feel connected with the normal world again.

Here I feel like everything spins around me. I have so many things I could be doing to remain productive and useful, but for some reason I just hole away into nothingness. I need my desk, my command center, and my people around me to feel at peace again. Maybe I can just move New England a little closer to South Carolina. That would make this all so much easier since I don't really want to give up either!