Sunday, January 31, 2010

Wintery Mix

This weekend was almost a total bust.

Friday didn't happen. Ashley and Bryn still went down to Iota because they were spending the night to do battle of the bands the following day and didn't have to drive up through the (lack of) snow that was due to fall. The rest of us ended up not going which was a huge disappointment. If I had known that was going to happen I probably would have tried to go to Scotts. Is that sad that I really have no reason to be in Clemson on the weekends if it's not for band or KKPsi? I hope that means that I don't love this place, because I know that I do... Anywho, I ended up being uber dissapointed. Thomas helped, though. We watched a mini House marathon and a bunch of Dirty Jobs. I'm not sure what I would do without him around.

Saturday was just icky. I did some homework, took a nap, watched a LOT of TV. Blindhorse plans got cancelled due to weather. I took some nyquil and went to sleep at 8:30. Wooooohoooooooo.

Today was just as uneventful. I got up with Melissa and went to church. I liked it. It was different. It's still very strange to go to church as a full blown atheist. The ideals and messages and music is all well and cool, but is it right to sing along to something you don't believe in? Is it horrible to see the bible as a historical book, in it's significance? I feel like it might be, but I don't think that it should make me any less of a person. I've surprised people with my lack of beliefs. It's unfathomable by a lot of people, apparently, how I can be such a good and well rounded person without God in my life. I don't disrespect those who do believe because I can see the merit in it, I am just not a believer myself... I just hope that people don't judge me because of it. Maybe I should just tell people that I'm Jewish. It's not too far from the truth.

Lots to do this week. Catch up from a not-so productive weekend.

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